tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2032121993421876486.post205737315884721184..comments2023-07-02T07:11:47.347-07:00Comments on fumes n gears: addictionRobbiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01983701681740710550noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2032121993421876486.post-11404282931652854652011-04-13T18:26:24.186-07:002011-04-13T18:26:24.186-07:00robbie, i dig where you come from. have my battle ...robbie, i dig where you come from. have my battle with alcohol on and off since age 15. i can go weeks, months, and years without it and start again and be cool, keeping it on a good level. i know that even when i am drinking to avoid the hard stuff. i scare people when i drink vodka or whiskey or what-have-you.<br /><br />regardless, the last five years have been bad. i don't want to give it up permanently because, as the joke goes, i'm not a quitter, but it's been over 36 days since i had a beer. i plan on enjoying a few next friday, the 22nd. then i'll be square again for another month. i just cannot do it every day. i also have seen a few thing more clearly since i took a break. the first week was rough because i'm a madman, but after a while, even with drugs (gave them up a long time ago), you get used to simply being YOU.<br /><br />to be able to do it, i had to go to a place that was far away from the people and excuses i used to have a reason to be drunk every day. i'm feeling pretty darned good. hope this helps somehow, man. and you know how to reach me if you ever care to about this.<br /><br />pobody's nerfect and that's cool. trying to be perfect is a waste of time. just do your thing and all else be damned. just don't do stuff that still makes you unhappy, mister.<br /><br />peace out, mofo.Trent Rekerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01551403321514096483noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2032121993421876486.post-40194841335032460772011-04-13T02:56:49.439-07:002011-04-13T02:56:49.439-07:00Very cathartic aren't they. This might have be...Very cathartic aren't they. This might have been my release- http://obscenecamel.blogspot.com/<br />You're a good man RobbieUser.Onehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02485299898573760388noreply@blogger.com